Freedom!!!

I am Freeeeeeeee: I am watching this movie thinking and overthinking about my situation. Seeing how love and compassion is the main story of the movie, and me dealing with not having any.

For almost 2 years I've let apathy be my prison guard. I couldn't love people or my God. It's mainly the feeling of being lukewarm and hating it, not being able to do what God asks and missing love and confidence to do so. I so wanted to be done with it. God was telling me to wait it out through it all, it was tough.
I was retaining and cooperating to watch this movie, and then I started thinking about How God could use me and the Church family. I got so much joy pounded on me ( just rofl between pews for an hour) The following day I've noticed I'm not thinking about how miserable "I am." God sent me angels whispering who I AM becoming. Ahhh I can't explain all the thankfulness to the hands in this movie that pulled me this much closer to Abba God.


- David Pop